Living LifeIn this lifeI had my upsbut i also had my downsWhere i was hurtto always hurting everyone aroundand cant even control my moodsIn this lifethere are hatersbut also people who love and careBut in lifenobody is perfectnobody is a mistakeCause we are hereto make misakesand to love each otherNobody should hurtnobody should be in painEverybody should appreciate lifeI had my issues in lifebut i am starting to learnthat no matter what people throw at youAlways rememember that no matter whatYou are here for a reasonJust like everyone elseEven when you have struggleskeep your head held highand pray that everything will get betterCause life is not a happy go lucky placeunless we make it what we wantLife is a life that we should liveBe freeand be happyThat is why we are put on EarthIs to be freeand to live our livesto the fullest!
The Suicide DreamThere's blood on the floor,A cold hand still leaning on the closed door,The echo of a painful shout still overcome,Imprinted in the empty sight,The image of a purpose that was too soon gone.Tangled bloody hair,Of a person that decided no more can bear,Tears like crystals still resting on the dead face,The soundtrack of a film,The scream of lost innocence,On a black and white screen.Suppressed words that cleaved a heart,Broken promises and lies,One more soul tore apart,A person drown in useless cries,Bloody, bruised wrist,The result of the decision - no more can go on like this.A peaceful grin,Of a person that in the ocean of despair couldn't anymore swim,Is frozen and distorted,A blade, a stain of blood,Life away has faded.Like in a dream,I see the bruised, dead face,I hear a scream,On the floor I see a bloody trace,Snippets of a jumble film.Another person broke down,Took away by the whirling waves of the suicide dream,Another person decided this world is m
14. Waiting"Next! Name please."A young woman shuffled forward in line looking nervously at the gatekeeper. "S-sadie" she said."Who are you waiting for Sadie?" The gatekeeper asked. He smiled, but the warmth didn't reach his eyes."Um, well... Trent. I'm waiting for Trent..." she said. Sadie blushed and her bangs fell over her face, hiding her expression from view."Ah yes, Trent." He said, shuffling through a few papers. "Five more years according to our records. Please wait in the terminal to your left."Sadie stood there a bit surprised. "Five years?" she asked"Yes." the man said briskly, "have a good day. Next!"Sadie walked slowly towards the terminal in a daze, "How can I make it that long?" She thought to herself. She looked up as she came to the terminal entrance, a large, neon sign flashed in bold, captivating letters spelling, "Happily Ever After.""With love," she said "I'll make it with love. Besides if he had died before me, he would have waited right?" Mind made up, she marched in
somebody told meSomebody told meyou had a broken heartyou gave yourself awayand they ripped you all apartSomebody told meyou've gone and lost your smilewhich makes sense; you haven't used itin a very long whileSomebody told meI'd find you sitting herelet me settle down with youand lend me both your earsSomebody told meyou wish that you could diethere are reasons that you shouldn'tlet me tell you whyThere are people on this earthwho if you passed, would witheryou are more loved than you thinkeven if not by herYou will fall in love so manytimes as you grow olderbefore you find the one personyou will stay with foreverThat person you end up withwill love you for who you areabout their feelings for you, youwill never have to wonderSo don't let yourself fall quite yetinto an endless despairbetter that you tried for love and failedthan if you'd neverNow.Somebody told methey found your missing smilewhy don't you go put it onand wear it for awhileSomebody told metha
Lost and FoundLost and FoundHere I am walking around aimlesslyScars surround every part of my bodyLies are all that I seem to knowTears no longer come outJust the supreme silenceI walk for what seems to be foreverI lose the strength that I have to standI was done, I was done with tryingI wanted to sit and rotBut there you wereThe flickering light in my hurt eyesYou came for me...came runningAt this close to dead corpseYou whispered thoughts of hope- often true thoughtsIt was never merely flattery, and overreacted wordsNor was it fake for secret intentionsIt was honest, kind, trueYou are the only one that makes me feel this wayBecause you are the first one you found MEI want desperately to say I love you my friendYou help in me in so many ways.-March 2, 2012-
Fish Outta WaterFish Outta WaterYes, I know I'm differentBut thanks for pointing it outYou judge me by what you seeWithout knowing what I'm aboutI do some unusual thingsBut it's just to make people smileThere's no way I'll let you change meIt's okay to be strange every once in awhileSo you can go back to your lifeAnd leave mine up to meWhile you're buried under social statusMy soul will be freeSo go ahead and lookCause I'm putting on a showSometimes it's fun to be laughed atBecause I will always knowThat for a moment I brought someone joyBy just being who I wishCause the world is one big oceanBut who says I have to be a fish?
Your LoveIt's been too long since I've seen you,So when our eyes connected with you todayAnd you murmured a quiet 'hey'.I thought that today would be the day thatYou and I would reunite,And it would be like old timesWhere you would smile,And I would laugh,Because we were so happy together.Then, you turned to her and flashed a smile;My heart shattered inside my chestAnd fell all over the floor,Because I realized that it's not meThat you want,At least, not anymore.Perhaps, there was a time that you wouldHave loved me and cared,But now, all you can see is her.You don't even hug me,You don't even talk with me,You won't even look at meWhen I tell you these things.What are you afraid of?It's not like you love me anymore,So why are you upset that I'm crying?If you didn't want me to weep,You shouldn't have betrayed my trust.I let you into my world,And you just tossed my key awaySo that you could pursue this other girl.What does she have that I don't?I suppose, the answer
InvisibleWalk right past me.Don't acknowledge me.Don't talk to me.Anyone else might go crazy,but I found out a long time ago that I'minvisible.
little love poemsLove is hardIt has its ups and downsLove is foreverI love youThree simple wordsDescribes youI'm sadI'll wait for you hereBecause I love youHappinessCaused by three wordsI love youIf I told youThree little wordsWhat would you do?Would it change?We were friends and now
I love you
I would walkTo the end of the worldTo say I love youIf you die, I dieIf you cry, I cryIf you tell me I love you
I'll kiss youIf you ever fallDon't worryI'll catch youWhen I look at the moonI'm thinking of youWhen I look at the moonI'm thinking I love you
Beautiful ChaosA yearning heartA strange desireAn unfocused mindUndying hope.An envious hateAn eternal wishAn ungrasped fateUnwavering.An endless painA hollow spaceAn empty soulAll that's left.Joy and AnguishFaith and DoubtDarkness and LightLife and DeathA missing pieceA symphony incompleteExistence without livingA dream that may never beThis is love.
An ArtistIf you’re a performing artist then you’re a master of your emotions.If you’re a visual artist then you’re a master of your creations.If you’re a literary artist then you’re a master of words.
Careless Words Cost Livescareless talk cost livesa strong messagethat speaks the truthharmless teasing and tauntingto you; hurtfulto them, it eats awayyou forget and move onbut they hear it overand over againeventually it damages themsome fight through itand some can't take itit pushes them off the edgeand they taketheirownlives