Living LifeIn this lifeI had my upsbut i also had my downsWhere i was hurtto always hurting everyone aroundand cant even control my moodsIn this lifethere are hatersbut also people who love and careBut in lifenobody is perfectnobody is a mistakeCause we are hereto make misakesand to love each otherNobody should hurtnobody should be in painEverybody should appreciate lifeI had my issues in lifebut i am starting to learnthat no matter what people throw at youAlways rememember that no matter whatYou are here for a reasonJust like everyone elseEven when you have struggleskeep your head held highand pray that everything will get betterCause life is not a happy go lucky placeunless we make it what we wantLife is a life that we should liveBe freeand be happyThat is why we are put on EarthIs to be freeand to live our livesto the fullest!
World So ColdI thought I was getting betterI thought I was OKI thought there was a chanceThat I would make itWhen did I fallWhen did I lose sightWhen did I become so lostTo who I wasIm starting to thinkThat im too far goneThats there's no hopeThat I've lost my soulIm too youngTo feel this oldIm too far goneTo be savedIve lost all hopeI'm just a shellIve wasted away...
First BloodBut whyWhen I sawFirst bloodDid I smile in triumphAm I so twistedSo deformedThat the sightOf first bloodBrings pleasure andJoyous sufferingWhen did I fallSo farHow did ILose myselfThis much
somebody told meSomebody told meyou had a broken heartyou gave yourself awayand they ripped you all apartSomebody told meyou've gone and lost your smilewhich makes sense; you haven't used itin a very long whileSomebody told meI'd find you sitting herelet me settle down with youand lend me both your earsSomebody told meyou wish that you could diethere are reasons that you shouldn'tlet me tell you whyThere are people on this earthwho if you passed, would witheryou are more loved than you thinkeven if not by herYou will fall in love so manytimes as you grow olderbefore you find the one personyou will stay with foreverThat person you end up withwill love you for who you areabout their feelings for you, youwill never have to wonderSo don't let yourself fall quite yetinto an endless despairbetter that you tried for love and failedthan if you'd neverNow.Somebody told methey found your missing smilewhy don't you go put it onand wear it for awhileSomebody told metha
Lost and FoundLost and FoundHere I am walking around aimlesslyScars surround every part of my bodyLies are all that I seem to knowTears no longer come outJust the supreme silenceI walk for what seems to be foreverI lose the strength that I have to standI was done, I was done with tryingI wanted to sit and rotBut there you wereThe flickering light in my hurt eyesYou came for me...came runningAt this close to dead corpseYou whispered thoughts of hope- often true thoughtsIt was never merely flattery, and overreacted wordsNor was it fake for secret intentionsIt was honest, kind, trueYou are the only one that makes me feel this wayBecause you are the first one you found MEI want desperately to say I love you my friendYou help in me in so many ways.-March 2, 2012-
Fish Outta WaterFish Outta WaterYes, I know I'm differentBut thanks for pointing it outYou judge me by what you seeWithout knowing what I'm aboutI do some unusual thingsBut it's just to make people smileThere's no way I'll let you change meIt's okay to be strange every once in awhileSo you can go back to your lifeAnd leave mine up to meWhile you're buried under social statusMy soul will be freeSo go ahead and lookCause I'm putting on a showSometimes it's fun to be laughed atBecause I will always knowThat for a moment I brought someone joyBy just being who I wishCause the world is one big oceanBut who says I have to be a fish?
An ArtistIf you’re a performing artist then you’re a master of your emotions.If you’re a visual artist then you’re a master of your creations.If you’re a literary artist then you’re a master of words.
Careless Words Cost Livescareless talk cost livesa strong messagethat speaks the truthharmless teasing and tauntingto you; hurtfulto them, it eats awayyou forget and move onbut they hear it overand over againeventually it damages themsome fight through itand some can't take itit pushes them off the edgeand they taketheirownlives
Beautiful ChaosA yearning heartA strange desireAn unfocused mindUndying hope.An envious hateAn eternal wishAn ungrasped fateUnwavering.An endless painA hollow spaceAn empty soulAll that's left.Joy and AnguishFaith and DoubtDarkness and LightLife and DeathA missing pieceA symphony incompleteExistence without livingA dream that may never beThis is love.