This GirlI know a girl thats locked up inside,Has the pain in her heart,And dies each day.She waits to find lovebut when she does it wears away.She finds herself unliked in every way.All tho people tell her shes perfect she doesnt believe theyre lies.she needs to open up her heart and leave her foolish ways.she needs to stop hurting herself making herself cry each day.she needs to love herself in every possible way.cuz theres no reason why this girl is unhappy.She only feels unliked....
InnocenceThere's an empty heart next to mine,Where once was laughter smiling,Now cold and empty without use,The laughter gone and dying.Once a place of joy and love,Filled with ever hopeful dreams,Now but silence, wreathed in sorrow,Least to me it seems.Where went that once happy heart,Full of youthful, joyous life,Drowned out by a much hardened world,Where nothing lives, excepting strife.Once I knew as if a friend,Childish innocence which is now gone,If we could only hold on a little longer,But, darkness always takes the dawn.
LoveRoses are red.Violets are blue.You shattered my heart.So you know what?Fuck you!
On the Egde of DarknessI'm on the edge of darkness.And on the verge of madness.I can't take the negative voices.And I'm making all the wrong choices.The anger and sadness grow more and more everyday.I feel like it's creeping on me like I'm its prey.And I can't run or hide.The only way I can escape is if I died.Maybe its for the best to escape.And run away from this awful fate.
A beginningShadows eclipse the sunshine in my worldas I stand alone, in my own failuresand fears.No more raindrops, only tearsSome real and others silentmourning a dark past.These black clouds won't last foreverthey will be gone;before a new,and more colourful, dusk.
Her disguiseBruises on her arms Make up on her face How can such beauty go to waste?Swollen eyes Moist cheeksFalter after falter she becomes more weak..Over and over she tells her liesHer secret.Her disguise.
EscapeEvery day, I die a little more inside;My soul, yearning to escape, my emotions, I try to hide.I only want to shield you; hide you from the pain I feel;But in reality, it's no use; it's not the best way to deal.It's not that I don't want you to know, or that I question your trust.It's just that all my sorrows are becoming way too much.I don't usually speak my mind or even think things through.But at the end of every day, I'm thinking about you.I'm sorry for all the times that I have lied straight to your face,The truth is, no, I'm not okay, my memories, I'd like to erase.Maybe one day, I'll be at peace, and share the reason for my sadness.But until then, I'll let my mind escape into the blackness.
Sweet Delicious ScreamsSweet, delicious screams.I hear them because they fell for my schemes.Sweet, delicious blood.Because I bit into them with my teeth as sharp as a spud.Sweet, delicious skin.So good even stronger than gin.Sweet, delicious pleas.Because they have no exit, no way to flee.Sweet, delicious death.Because I'm the vampire that takes away your breath.
You were my melody .Your grip on my heart is finally loosening.I've forgotten how it feels to be wholeand right now, this is the closest to wholeI've been in a long time.I'm slowly starting to forget the way you held me,the way the sun reflected off your skin,how my name used to dance off your tongue.It's like when you have a song you loveand listen to all the timeand then one day you just don't.And you slowly forget about it,until you stumble upon it one lovely day,a year later and it brings a smile to your face butthe feelings it used to induce are gone.You were my favourite melody,to which I wanted to wake up and fall asleep toevery day, but eventuallyyou just didn't sound the same anymore.