Not MeThey can wonderBut they will never knowAll these emotionsThat I never showThey don't know meLike they say they doOne wrong moveAnd they will know the truthI can't achieve higher than expectedOr they might get suspiciousI am ordinary, part of a clichéPeer pressure made me this wayCaked in make-up, with a high pitch laughThis is the person they seeThis person is not me.
Welcome To My NightmareMonsters lurk within my dreamsMemories and horrific scenesOf things that happened long agoThe rotten life I used to knowI spend days running and my nights the sameTrying to escape them, all in vainThe monsters now, they turn to meThey're never going to set me freeThey've taken me captive, held in chainsForce me to relive, to cause me painCuts and bruises, scars and woundsHaunted dreams are nothing newBreak apart my tortured soulInto the abyss, I fallScream for help, I do not dareWelcome to my nightmare
My ImmortalI wish you could hear meSay "I love you"Say "I miss you"Say all the things I wanted to.Before you left.The distance that separates usIs greater than us bothThe string of fate that keeps us connectedIs stronger than our oathCan you remember it?The oath we made that dayWill eventually fadeWhen it finally fadesWill our love fade as well?Along with my purpose and memories.Our love keeps us earth boundSoon we will soar to the heavensWhat if the heavens don't welcome us?Then we shall return to hell.The place we despise, Our home.From here on outI will venture to find youUntil the day our love finally fades.My ImmortalWe shall meet again one day...I'll be waiting.
A MirrorA MirrorSeparating those who are alikeA BarrierKeeping the two apartWhat's on the other side of a mirror?Who is that person who looks like me?Those chocolate brown eyes that lost their warmthStaring back at my ownA BarrierKeeping two worlds apartA MirrorSeparating disaster before it could startIs there another world of the other side of this mirror?Is it I that look like her?I thought my brown eyes radiate warmthNot pools of darknessThis mirror keeps me away from my perfectionOr is it I that am her reflection?If so, I should be perfectionNot stuck here in this world of rejection.Break this barrierFree the evilCrack this mirrorCorrupt the innocentWe look alikeWe aren't the sameI am now behind the mirrorShe has took my placeWho is she?She is the devil's perfectionWho am I?I'm just her twisted reflection.
Not GoodbyeI didn't want to say goodbye like this.I didn't want our friendship to end.I didn't expect you to distance yourselfI didn't want to lose another friendI can't do anything nowIt's time to walk awayWe've been hurt too muchThere's only one final thing to sayDo you know?I've dreaded this moment for a long timeBut I knew that eventuallyThat I would have to say this lineWe promised we would do so much togetherI guess we liedDidn't we say "Friends Forever"?Another friendship pushed to the side.We don't "click" anymoreLet the misery end hereKeep the memoriesMine are always nearI hope this isn't goodbyeMy Nearly Best Friend
it'll kill you first.I brought back silenceso you could finally get the answeryou needed to hearbecause silence has always been stronger than words.I've never stayed bulletproofbecause you were my personal oxygenwhenever your lips touched mineand your cold skin felt like heaven on mine,but we would always make beautiful music togetherwith a broken chordbecause we were never fully alive.I overdosed on confidenceand now my secret is that I have none left.(You were always my heart,but now since you're goneit's like nothing ever mattered.)You always told me I would run away too far,so I walked because I thought lights would guide me home.(I always grew up in a family that didn't care enoughor cared too much,my father always screamedand my mother only accusedbut never apologized.My family was always broken,but we always thought that being broken was a new accessory.)Our hearts have always been mute,but being broken is the new beautiful.
Stranger's funeralUnder the cloudsUnder the rainStaring at the coffinAt a stranger's funeralWe're all aloneFeeling the stormBut not the painFor he's but a strangerAnd the graves around usAre just thereKeeping us companyDuring this empty moment
thought I saw youtalkingwhat is it good forwhen you say absolutely nothingso beautifullyin december.the sound of your voice on my lips is a frozen kiss in thewinter sun,smooth icicletongues meltingtogether as onecold river.do not lie to me;lie with mein the arctic tundra.our possibilities arethin tendrilssnapping underneathour remembered heat.find me a constellationin this crisp night skyand keep it in your eyes,let it twinkle to lifewhen you think of mecoming intothe snow-ladenforest clearingto find your warmthwith my frostbittenfingertips.
Broken LoveWords can never express,What feelings are true.They'll never be able to say,How much I miss you.Being alone,Is very tough.My love for you,Was never enough.Love in a relationship,It is a must.Unfortunately for us,We had no trust.You'll never leave him,That's always true.But no matter what,I'll always love you.
...Can't Take It Anymore...She told herself yet again,Like so many times before,"I just can't go through with this....I cant take it anymore..."She fell asleep with tears in her eyes,Like so many times before,"I just can't go through with this....I cant take it anymore..."She awoke that morning forcing herself to sleep again,Like so many times before,"I just can't go through with this....I can't take it anymore..."She walked herself to school that day,Like so many times before,"I just can't go through with this....I cant take it anymore...""Hey Braceface!""Geek!""Bookworm!""Bore!"She simply kept her eyes forwardLike so many times before,"I just can't go through with this....Cant take it anymore..."After school she made to run,but still they were there enjoying the 'fun'."Please just leave!I've done nothing to you!"They simply didnt listen,Kept kicking, punching slapping,until she was simply black and blue.She layed and took it,no noise no squeek,what's the point in fighting back,
VoiceWhy am I silent?I have nothing to say,It's all so complicated,And I won't live a lie today.Why am I hiding?There is too much noise,There are too many people,Masquerade is not a joy.Why am I crying?Have you not seen the pain?Betrayal, backstabbing, bitterness--Compassion is starting to wane.What has the world turned to?Why do we fight, to bleed?I'm sorry, I just don't understandWhy we are so blinded by greed.Where has innocence gone?Families suffering and breaking,I'm sorry, I just don't understandWhy our lives are trembling and shaking.We've lost sight of what's important,We're stumbling into danger blind,Tell me, for I am clueless,Where have gone the truly kind?I know I am young,I know I am naive,But I just can't graspWhy we've chosen this web to weave.