Welcome To My NightmareMonsters lurk within my dreamsMemories and horrific scenesOf things that happened long agoThe rotten life I used to knowI spend days running and my nights the sameTrying to escape them, all in vainThe monsters now, they turn to meThey're never going to set me freeThey've taken me captive, held in chainsForce me to relive, to cause me painCuts and bruises, scars and woundsHaunted dreams are nothing newBreak apart my tortured soulInto the abyss, I fallScream for help, I do not dareWelcome to my nightmare
VoiceWhy am I silent?I have nothing to say,It's all so complicated,And I won't live a lie today.Why am I hiding?There is too much noise,There are too many people,Masquerade is not a joy.Why am I crying?Have you not seen the pain?Betrayal, backstabbing, bitterness--Compassion is starting to wane.What has the world turned to?Why do we fight, to bleed?I'm sorry, I just don't understandWhy we are so blinded by greed.Where has innocence gone?Families suffering and breaking,I'm sorry, I just don't understandWhy our lives are trembling and shaking.We've lost sight of what's important,We're stumbling into danger blind,Tell me, for I am clueless,Where have gone the truly kind?I know I am young,I know I am naive,But I just can't graspWhy we've chosen this web to weave.
I am depressed.I am sad. Crying. Bored. Alone. Empty.I am guilty. Scared. Angry.I am tired. Restless. Jittery.I am nervous. Disorganized. Self-consious.I can't think. See. Move.I am in a fog.I feel ugly.I hurt.I am dying inside.I am depressed.
Broken HeartOnce your heart has been broken, you can no longer feel.Love and hate can no longer be felt.You sit, all alone, in your icy shell of numbness.Empty eyes staring at nothing- Hollow eyes that were once full of life, But are now just bottomless windows of endless pain.A fractured heart, fragile as glass, needs the light and warmth of love to be healed.The light of those who truly love you can lead you home and heal what's left of your shattered, bleeding heart.But once the hourglass is done pouring, it is too late.The heart will stop beating, and the last light will fade.
Self-PityYou make me feel self-pityYou make my heart feel brokeneven if you don't really mean to do itI'm being torn up insideI lay there in my surroundingsand at first I'm just angrythrashing around, throwing my prized possessions everywhereand then I go limp, letting myself meltmelt away into nothingnessmelt away from the inside outI feel like a black holeconsuming things around me (yet not getting anything at all)you make me feel dead insidestupid and lifelessI begin to get bruisesfrom where I've thrashed my arms and legsI don't feel it thoughthe pain goes numbI've been hurtand things seem hopelessis everything going to get better?I doubt itare you really ever going to love me again?I doubt itI really am nothing, aren't I?I begin to wonder thenam I a burden to you like I am to others?maybe I really do hurt everyone around me...I never wanted to hurt youI never wanted to be hurt by you eitherso why don't you just forget me?leave me lying here wallowing in my own
Make It ThroughIf I slip into the abyss named darkness,I'll drag myself back up.I won't lose to despair.If I can make it through today,I can make it through tomorrow.Even if I lose my wayAnd my heart falls into sorrow,I'll keep walking on.If I burn in the flame of guilt,I'll put it out with my hope.I won't be scorched.If I can make it through today,I can make it through tomorrow.Even if I lose my wayAnd my heart falls into sorrow,I'll keep struggling on.If I drown in the sea called tears,I'll swim back to the surface.I won't stop breathing.If I can make it through today,I can make it through tomorrow.Even if I lose my wayAnd my heart falls into sorrow,I'll keep standing strong.Even though I knowThat someday I'll collapseUnder the weight of my burdenOf lifeThat I carry on my back.Even though I knowThat eventuallyI'll be crushedBy the world,I'll keep telling myself thatIf I can make it through today,I can make it through tomorrow.If I can make it through tomorrow,I
thought I saw youtalkingwhat is it good forwhen you say absolutely nothingso beautifullyin december.the sound of your voice on my lips is a frozen kiss in thewinter sun,smooth icicletongues meltingtogether as onecold river.do not lie to me;lie with mein the arctic tundra.our possibilities arethin tendrilssnapping underneathour remembered heat.find me a constellationin this crisp night skyand keep it in your eyes,let it twinkle to lifewhen you think of mecoming intothe snow-ladenforest clearingto find your warmthwith my frostbittenfingertips.
Broken LoveWords can never express,What feelings are true.They'll never be able to say,How much I miss you.Being alone,Is very tough.My love for you,Was never enough.Love in a relationship,It is a must.Unfortunately for us,We had no trust.You'll never leave him,That's always true.But no matter what,I'll always love you.
If you only knew meThe world looks at me with closed eyesnot willing to see how I seeI supress my feelings in a tiny heart shaped bottleSo small its not known of unless I tell youEveryone brands me as happy, no worries, hakuna matatalittle do they knowIm the girl who thinks of suicide dailywho is there for everyone even if they aren't for herwho when in the shower, prays to come out transformedto be someone, someone who's beautifulsomeone somebody lovesA girl who despises herself and everything about hershe sees herself as to, caring, benevolent, stubborn,persistent, over-analyzing, annoying, immature, bitchy, andso much more.you see? in her life she never has a second chanceshes judged for every wrong doing she doesshe used to be a "bully" but no one wonders whythey just assumedThey didnt know how she was sick for yearsand the only way to show affection was threw pain.They didnt see her pain caused from guilt of making hermother cryall her regrets of being sick and forcing
Stranger's funeralUnder the cloudsUnder the rainStaring at the coffinAt a stranger's funeralWe're all aloneFeeling the stormBut not the painFor he's but a strangerAnd the graves around usAre just thereKeeping us companyDuring this empty moment