On The EdgeI'm standing on the edgeI can feel the air hit my bodyIt could all be an illusionAnd I can be an adventurerI can be the explorer of the afterlifeI could be the first to venture thereI could be the first to break from this illusionBut what if there is nothing past this edgeAs children we exploreAnd we find and learnAs adults we have learnedAnd we crave to exploreAs I curl my toes on the edgeI think of who will care if I doCause I'm standing on the rooftopReady to fall, ready for a new start
HateI hate youbecause I love youI hate youbecause you were my friendI hate youbecause I trusted youI hate youbecause you leftI hate myselfFor letting you go
UmbrellaWill you be my umbrella?That shelters me from the shards of glass that fall from the sky,The hate, the depression and the lies,Even within the mist, all I could see is you.Even within the clouds, all I need is you,During my darkest days,You lifted me to the skies,You took me away,To places that I thought never existed.Even though you weren't perfect,Even though you let in rain every now and again,I still held you tight,I did my best to show you the light.You sheltered my soul from the loneliness of this world,You became my wings, my reason for living.My umbrella.
If We Would Only LoveIf We Would Only Love As HE Wants Us ToOur Spirits Would Soar Our Souls RenewThen Mankind Would See A Better LifeVoid Of Evil Greed And StrifeThe World Would Be A Beautiful Place To LiveIf We Would Only Learn To GiveInstead We Take And Desire Of ThingsNot Blessed By HIM Who Love Did BringHE Came And Said My Brother ManAccept This Gift From The Golden LambSome Did Listen To The Words HE SaidOthers Did Laugh And Turned Their HeadAs They Nailed HIM To A Cross Of WoodStill HE Blessed Them As Only HE CouldThe Years Have Passed Since That Holy DayWhen HE Walked The Earth Taking Sin AwayIf We Would Only Love As HE Wants Us ToThen Our Spirits Would Soar Our Souls Renew
Stormingi. Summer rain fingers quietly trickle down cheek bones and window panes.ii. Eyes darken into shadows until morning light; the tempest remains.
MasksWith big smiles she greeted her friends,Drowning in the crowd of people.How many claimed to be her loved ones?Hundreds? Thousands? She lost count long ago.They welcomed her with jokes and laughter,and she replied with hugs and kisses,Pretending not to see the cracks in their masksOr the lies in their voices.She knew they were hiding something,She heard the whispers behind her back,Saw the greed behind their smiles,And sensed their hatred long ago.And every day she felt another partOf her soul breaking away.At night she tried to fix it,Trying to reattach the broken pieces,But as the time went by she realizedThat the harder she tried, the faster she broke.And so she continued what she had once started,Acting cheerful, while breaking apart,slowly creating her own maskTo hide her true self.Until one day she met you,The girl who refused to wear a disguise,A big grin in your face,And true kindness in your words.Your left hand you had outstretched,In your right you
There's Black All AroundThere's black all around, with nothing to touch or see,I'm hanging by dead images that started to discolor, swallowed by the obscure sea.In this dark universe the wind is breathless,To never wake up again, to bleed to death it would be a bless.The sweet, cold rain, it never pours,Because here's no sky, no earth, no exit doors.There's black all around, with noting to smell or hear,In my dreams is still a bit of color, but soon it will disappear.In this dark universe my heart stopped beating,Here's no oxygen, because there's no need of breathing,For the last shard of sun I'm still grieving
I'm screaming to the endless dark,But the echo of my voice won't overcome,Because here's no "get back from".There's black all around, with no joy or pain,Because here's neither lose or gain,I still remember how love and hate felt like,But this will be erased too by the obscure bane,Replaced by a field of nothing, an obscure plain
It's kind of funny to remember that I
I can'tSelf confidence, what is that?Never known it, not something I had.Still something I do not knowEven when I hear kind words from youYou are great, you can do thatI hear, I know you are rightbut I don't believe youcan't believe it's trueI can't believe kind wordsspoken against meI want to believebut, I can'tMind of me, pleaselet me believekind words spokenagainst wonderful mePlease, pleaselet me believebut.. I can't
i was someone.I was someone before I met you, too.I had what I neededMy child mind dreamed of dragons and glitter rain.I sang myself to sleep each night,A cradlesong like stars flickeringKnowing that someday I'd be everything I wanted to be.Your eyes will no longer be the prisonThat holds me.I will believe in the myths againIf it's what will save me.I choose the life I live.And I choose a life that is danced, not staggered through;A life that embraces mystery.I choose to accept what you have done to me,But not let it consume me.I was someone before I met you, too.
I Can TryI can listen to everything you have to sayAnd try my best to make you feel betterMake the difficult times easier for youI can hold you close and make everything else disappearLet you take out your anger and frustrationPromise not to go anywhereI can tell you I won't leave you when things start to fall apartBut that doesn't mean you would do the sameWhen things start to get hardI can love you with all of my heartMiss you so much it hurts to breatheBut that won't make you come backMake you want to be with meI can try to convince myself that there's someone else out there for meThat you don't still own my heartI don't know if I'll ever truly be over youBut I can try to be
Kiss Me With A BulletYou kissed meSo softOr so I thoughtNever did I guessIt was a land mineI thought you'dAlways be thereNever did I imagineI'd be left,Broken in the dustWhy didn't you finish meRight there?It could have been doneId be goneHad you not missedHad you shot again; Now,Kiss me with a bulletBut please don't miss...Not again.
I am depressed.I am sad. Crying. Bored. Alone. Empty.I am guilty. Scared. Angry.I am tired. Restless. Jittery.I am nervous. Disorganized. Self-consious.I can't think. See. Move.I am in a fog.I feel ugly.I hurt.I am dying inside.I am depressed.
My GoodbyeThere's nothing left for us herePeople just want us dead my dearSo don't try to make me stayBecause I wouldn't want itAny other waySo I got to say my goodbyeBecause it will soon be over between you and IAnd there's nothing left for me to chooseWhether or not I want to say itMy love for you is slowly fadingAnd I don't want to be harsh with youSo let me say my goodbyeI can hear you crying in your sleepBut soon you will be crying even moreWhen you hear that I will leaveBut mistake the ending of our loveFor something bad at allBecause I just want to save you in the endSo I got to say my goodbyeBecause it will soon be over between you and IAnd there's nothing left for me to chooseWhether or not I want to say itMy love for you is slowly fadingAnd I don't want to be harsh with youSo let me say my goodbyeYou can't help but look awayWhen you find me surroundedBy men armed to the teethReady to blow my head off to next weekSo you know what to doJust as you hear me be